my heart is full of nonsense and wisdom equally. i don't know who or what i am somedays. I just want cry and laugh and love and hate and scream and sing so hard and so soft and whisper and scribble and paint and throw things violently and bite my nails and wear everything and nothing. how is it we are allowed to feel so much? I want to feel the most. bawling at the humanity i see in my life and in those lives closest to me. laughing at myself in the mirror alone in my room.
love is hard to do. only one person has gotten it right in their life. i haven't a clue. i try to learn from those around me, but how can i relate what i see to my life when everyone approaches it so differently? its not even possible.
life is also hard. life is so wonderful. the sun was out today.
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yeah
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