31.8.11

home.

being home is strange. interesting. wonderful. stressful. relaxing. awful. amazing.

being home isn't much like being home. in total i've only lived here one year, not even consecutively. I have close to no ties in the community, church or otherwise.

being home is confusing. i don't know if i should lay back and enjoy my time off, or if i should do my best to make the biggest impact where i can. helping out, both around the house and in my family's lives. its a dichotomy that i'm not sure how to deal with yet.

being home is what i long for. its seattle right now, home. and i miss it.

2 comments:

Marge Bjork said...

it's a strange feeling when you start making your home independently of your family

Allison Elkington said...

isn't that just the truth.