i'm really vain

i appologize. i love to talk about myself and my problems and me me me way too much.

i am aware. if you've ever wondered if i'm aware of how annoying I am, believe me I am. probably not as aware as you are of me being annoying, but i do have a knowledge of it.

one vain thing i want to do one day. be a model..have a real photo shoot where someone takes my picture and dresses me up and does my hair and makeup so i look just awesome. i'd really like that.

maybe my wedding can count for that.

hopefully i get to do that some day.