today

home teacher: so are you dating anyone? (he is a bishopric member)
me: that's not really something that happens to me... i mean that its just not usually a part of my life.

i like that most of the time. it keeps things simple. and possibly i like it because its a little more self centered. but the truth is it truly doesn't bother me.

but i am a girl and i'm a mormon girl. and i'm single and i've been single for over 3 years. so these facts more than prove that i'm not a robot thus, i have "those days"

those days where i want someone other than my daddy or my 3 year old cousin to snuggle me on the couch. days where i'd i think "i wonder if i'll ever care enough to look better than this in public?" Days where i pick up my phone kinda of itching to call or text someone, but i'm not sure who, and i realize that person is missing, so i just play TextTwist instead. this is very revealing i know, but hey its a blog.

today is one of those days.