13.7.10

what should i be doing right now

i could be working on my Sunday School Lesson. I could be on a run. It wouldn't hurt for me to clean my room, brush my teeth or even floss. I am in the middle of four books right now, i might read those. I got some assigned reading for school too that i need to do. There are countless odd jobs to finish for the wedding. I could clean the house. I could watch a movie or skim the channels.

But i'm facebooking, watching my inbox do nothing, thinking of people to text and of course blogging.

I could be living in provo. I could be trying harder to date. I could be married, having children, settling down. I could be moving to NYC with no plan. I could be on a mission. I could be doing humanitarian aid in Africa.

but i'm living at home, barely working, living vicariously and going to grad school in two months.

i know i'm not making the right choices this evening, but i am glad to say i'm pretty confident in the long term choices i've made.

1 comment:

allison said...

I'm excited for you! I'm sad we didn't get to say goodbye before we both headed out but I'm so excited for you. Any time you ever find yourself in Columbus the next 8 years gimme a call girl!!!