dear internet,
i hope you're doing alright. its not been long since i've written in you but i thought i'd give you an update. today i am feeling a little off. right now i am filling in my new planner. i like to put in all the things i'll get done next quarter. (run during that time, oh and i'll do my laundry during this scheduled block, oh perfect 15 minutes to sit and think) but i'm probably just planning to keep from doing the things i actually planned to do today. I could be slightly depressed. don't freak out internet, i'm not in crisis. This week hasn't been my best friend.
Reasons the last 7 days haven't been my best friend:
1. i'm a girl and i'm super dramatic.
2. the weather is being super TYPICAL
3. insatiable hunger has made me feel like a hippopotamus.
4. that thing where i practice doing what i think i want to do for the rest of my life is pretty much in the crapper. more like i feel like i'm going to cry every time i think about. There is that sick anxiety feeling when i try to do anything.
4a. no one to make me feel less crazy.
5. no one to make me feel less crazy. (see number 1)
6.......
I'm sorry internet. Gosh i'm the worst. I shouldn't write letters like this to you my dear internet. you've been nothing but kind to me (except that youtube video that is less than flattering that comes up on google when you search my name). Today, well tonight, i'll start being more like :) and less like :(
Everything is perfect.
love Jbottoms.
p.s. i was just kidding about the video. its all my fault.
2 comments:
you have to admit that SAYING the word hippopotamus is pretty funny.
I have anxiety when I think about trying to do what I want to do for the rest of my life too. LIke everytime you have an email from a supervisor, you want to cry. And thinking about your next session before bed is a no,no because you wont sleep.
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