my hair is always tangled.

A majority of my life is spent looking like a cave woman dressed in modern clothes. I tell myself this is a mod look. I've seen some fashion magazine somewhere make some stick insect look good with cave woman hair.  i tell myself that the fact that i'm not wearing any makeup is just natural so that i feel better about it. Well i just want to be honest about the way i look and natural to my body. Sure sure, but really when you don't style, comb or even wash your hair, and your wearing yesterday's eyeliner someone's bound to notice right?   Well when i got a hair cut last week, my stylist just said "well you're hair is just so soft, that's why its tangled all the time." well that's nice to know. at least the not washing it has made it softer. As far as my eating, sleeping and exercise habits every day is a new adventure. Maybe i'll fall asleep at 9:30pm or maybe 2:30am.  Maybe i'll feel energized for running 3-4 miles today, maybe i'll eat 10 cookies instead. who knows.

i'm an effing mess.