in other news...sort of. I am a big ball of annoying girly bitterness today, i believe. i'm in one of those moods that no matter what sound logic you use on me, i will refute with some hysterically irrational response.
"I know only 6 decent men."
"You know that isn't possible. Lets count them."
"I don't have to count them, i know that there can only be at the most 10 good men in my life."
"sigh"
that is pretty much what is going on. So while trying to be my own therapist, i pause and think "Janna, why are you feeling this way? What can it be traced back to?" Well, I know the answer(s) to that question. The problem now that i am facing, is that the italics part of my mental process is losing the battle. While i know the reasons i feel bitter towards men, i feel justified in those feelings...still. While i know that there are in fact more than 6 decent men in my life, at this specific moment even, i am not letting myself believe it. I hate that. I don't want to be this girl, i really don't.
but sometimes i want to do this again:
suck it boys who only love long hair...idiots.
oh and i HATE doing my homework. every day.
3 comments:
=why people tell me I'm asexual.
boys. i think you're allowed to feel justified. hair. you know i am in love with it.
I love you and I miss you. And you were smokin' hot with short hair too.
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