sometimes i feel like a 13 year old.

i miss roommates. these are the reasons:

girl talk and girl talk about boys.
getting ready together, raiding closets, getting opinions.
staying up late and watching dumb movies.
best friends.
going to church together.
cuddling on couches.
cooking together.
sharing a fridge and milk.
telling about each other's days.
and many more.

i know i have my family now, and i love it, absolutely love it. but it's different. i miss the relationship that can only be described as roommateish.

i almost want someone to disagree with my wall hangings, or my music. I almost want that crazy last minute scramble to begrudgedly finish cleaning before the cleaning checks .... there is so much bonding there. I almost want someone to eat my chocolate, or finish off my good yogurts, or steal my new top before i got a chance to wear it.

today i mainly want someone to gush with me and tell me i'm stupid, give me advice and encourage me all at the same time. besties, sissy and chrissy, i miss you so much.