i am the most selfish person i know. Everyday i whine and whine and whine and my roommates and siblings and parents and God just take it. They never say a word that i have no words but whiny ones to say to them. Probably cause i'm drowning them out with my whiney words.
This is a universal apology (real personal i know right?):
I am sorry i am annoyingly whiny. I am sorry that my stress manifests by whininess. (that looks like whinneys to me, what if i was whinnying? would that be less annoying?)
I am sorry I am negative and glass-half-empty and decidedly stressed when you try to calm me down. I suck at this, this life choices, life actions, life thing(s).
I will try to do better, i also suck at that, that improving thing.
THANK YOU my dear loveys for sitting with me during panic attacks and listening to my day and all the things that i did, letting me drink your mountain dew, and just glancing at my resume to keep me calmer, and feeding me when i'm freaking out about being poor, patting me on the back, leaving me love notes at the testing center, dancing with me, telling me i look cute, texting me back, and for plain putting up with me.
i love you all so much (you know who you are, you're the annoyed ones)
i hope my last month won't be too annoying. 3 more days and the worst will be over (cross your fingers- and pray like crazy), 31 days an i'm outta here and outta your hair.
you're all the best ever.
3 comments:
I don't get to hear you whine, but just thought you should know that you will be missed!
oh jannabottoms, I wish you would be annoying all my life and not leave my hair in 31 days. I would grow my hair out all scraggly so you would get stuck in it and not be able to get out if I could do that. that growing out thing.
oh janna. i think this is why we were made to be roommates freshman year. you took alllllll of the words i wanted to say, out of my mouth. i'm DONE with school and i whine and complain and am depressed constantly, and feel exactly like you do too, and am sorry to everyone that has to put up with me. so thank you for whining too, because at least i know i'm not alone. and p.s. it's ok to be like this. it will hopefully get better. :) love you!
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