there's a feeling of empty

there's a feeling of empty in my house. My little roommate whom i've missed these three weeks is gone another still. I miss her.

there's a feeling of empty in my life. I actually miss school and the enjoyment i get out of learning something constructive for my career which i am truly passionate about. I miss my friends that i have classes with, i miss the school supplies and new notebook paper.

there's a feeling of empty in my heart. I am constantly struggling with the concept of "single life." I am not convinced it's natural or something i should enjoy. We're supposed to; we're designed as beings to live together, not singularly. I miss having a snuggling on the couch partner, and a last call of the day person, and a holding hands person. I am aware that I whine about this endlessly, and I'll leave it at that.

there's a feeling of empty in Provo. Hillary and Todd came and visited for the afternoon the other day. It was glorious except for the two hours we spent with Jennifer the Mary Kay Bridal Pamper Package Person. I miss them both, Provo misses them. I can't wait for their wedding.

there's a feeling of empty in July 22nd. I cannot believe it is the 22nd and the summer is only a month away from being over. It goes too quickly. Though as i said, i am excited about school beginning again.