eighteen days

still no snow
wow

i've never been so un-excited about going back to school. i mean i'm never EXCITED to go back to the drudgery that meets me once i hit the tarmac in SLC Int. Airporto...yet this is the worst ever.

i find myself wishing and hoping that there will be some clerical error and i'll get a first class seat. Its kinda how i wish and hope that somehow if i just close my eyes for a minute or so this hard time in my life will just float pass like a big rain cloud and i'll just not have to be around for it.

eighteen days.

i may be a few days late on this list, but since i'm whiney in every other respect...

Give thanks for: (this is in no order)

Love Actually Soundtrack ripped from a Library copy, Family, gchat, my hearing, every color!, the scriptures in general, my scriptures in specific, the ensign...Conference edition, Christmas Carols, candied carrots, Coscto Pumpkin Pies, sunshine, my cute car, my apartment, the Temple, Being able to go home for both holidays, cheap school, knowing what i want to be when i grow up, being able to laugh out loud by my self, remembering how Hugh Grant dances to Jump in Love Actually, science, my roommates, my home teachers, my sweet brothers, Pinewood Highschool for Petey to play sports! Paly High school for Chrissy to meet all his friends, 1000 piece puzzles that have only 998 peices....ahh memories, listening to chris and his friends laugh while watching hours of Avatar saturday morning, My grandpa sleeping through every movie, my grandma clapping so hard at the exciting parts, Deena and new hair dos, twenty dollar GoPhones, gas prices dropping!, piano music, payless shoes, chris going to byu next year, relief society, good good friends, Paris, hard hard sad depressing times in life, my parents jobs, the earth, my relative health, the true and everlasting Gospel of Jesus Christ, My Savior, my father in Heaven, My testimony.

once again..eighteen days.